My Fourteen Day Journey

Day 10 is where things took a turn for the worse. I got up that morning and it finally hit me that I had made the decision to move back home. I was regretting the decision but I’m the type of person that hates back tracking and this was my reality now so I tried to hurry and move my mind past it. I began to go over the plan for how I was going to quit my job because I wanted to get a full two weeks pay on my last check before I quit. I sat around and laughed a little with my family and then went out and doordashed for a while that evening. I then got an invitation to hang out with the young lady as the previous days but it was a little later than normal and we weren’t at the gym but her apartment. When I pulled into the parking lot I sat there and in my spirit I knew I was making the wrong decision to go upstairs. Well let me just be truthful, the Holy Spirit told me I shouldn’t go upstairs. It had been six years since I had been in any situation like that and that was because I knew how the old Tommy was so I didn’t put myself in any situation for the enemy to attack. Of course I ignored the warning and listened to the thoughts of the enemy tell me that I was strong enough to go up there and chill and go home. While I was waiting to go upstairs I shot a text asking “You tryna watch a movie or something?” That was my way of convincing myself that I was going up there to chill and then go home. So I finally go inside and we sit down and begin to watch this tv show. We got comfortable and cuddled up on the couch and a little while later I made one of the two worst decisions I have ever made in my life and I listened to the voice in my head tell me to kiss her on her neck.