Prayer of Desperation

I believe in Power of Positive Speaking: Look ( true example ) Brenda and I were at the house and she was cooking super – she had gotten into and state of talking about our situation about how bad it was – just on and on about how no way we coming out of this mess we are in – about seems like nothing working and we are going backward – the Lord spoke to me and said take her hand – so I got up and went over to her at the stove and ask her to let me see her hand she was why – I said just let me hold your hand – she said what you gone do – I said just let me see it – she reach out real slow and I grab her hand and said – we are going to agree the both of us that if you will not say another negative word concerning our situation for 90 days and if God had not turn it around well after the 90 day if he has not – I will never say anything to you about your negative talk again – I said do you agree – she said after much thinking Yes – It was not easy on her – every once in a while she would start up in and negative talk and I would just say do you remember the agreement we made together so you need to watch what you say – and with 2 months and God turn it around for us. I heard nothing concerning negative again until 5 year later riding to Rockingham N.C. We were going thru another hard time but, this time the Lord give us some very important word which I hold to this day. We were riding to Rockingham to see a person – on our way there we were talking about different things we though the Lord wanted us to do and something’s we wanted to do for him – when we were talking about what we thought the Lord was showing us at that time we were in complete agreement – nothing could separate us I thought , but then all of a sudden – Brenda started getting into an negative attitude – I said what is this – a while ago we both were in total compliance to what we believe God was going to do for us but now – then all of a sudden the Lord spoke to me and said you tell her I said – Brenda the Lord said for me to tell you (look not for a reason why it won’t work but to look for every reason why it will work) she got right quiet and I said did you hear that; she said yes, well I said now Look at all you see wrong and everything that is against us and now look how it can work even thou it looks hopelessly and if you will keep looking you will see an light somewhere in the mist of the storm and hope will come alive again But you have got to Look for it – I said sometimes it is hid from us so we cannot see it very well but, we will got to hunt for it because it is always there. – 1 Corinthians (There hath no temptation taken you but such is common to man: but God is faithful , who will not suffer you to be temped above that ye are able ; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it) You see there is a light in the storm Just look for it.