This Isn’t It!

Life can deliver the unexpected and have a lasting impact. The unexpected took me to a dark, dead, and dusky place. A place that seemed like there was no coming back from. A place that every fiber of my being was lifeless and had withered. It was like walking into a garden of black and brown thrones and bristles with no bloom of a flower insight. Wondering how in the world did I get here and is there a way out of this place. It was like being snatched from myself and my inner being taken by a stranger whose goal was to sale my soul to the highest bidder through a trafficking range of sorrow. However, for some reason the darkness of this place after being here for so long did not make me afraid or uncomfortable anymore. I found myself setting up residency in a place that no one would buy real estate from. Hey, for me it was beginning to feel like home and I saw no need of leaving. I guess that you can say I did not want to go forward because I had “Stockholm syndrome” with Yesterday. For some strange reason, I begin to feel comforted with what I despised the most. I never knew that yesterday could have such a hold on me to the point that it appear as though I would never be found.