Visions Obstructed

Looking in on any aspect expecting a change can obstruct your vision, of the process.
I believe that everyone in this nation became from one another, trying to proceed into existence without allowing others to move along is titled self-affliction. One moves only when one moves, to take one step forward is to wait on one to take three steps back, winning is eternally losing. We are together whether we unite in unity or destruct our ability. Enemies are much more helpful then friends, friends are much more ungrateful then enemies. Love yourself, be humble and define your wealth within you. You were born into wealth, take your expenses and by yourself a never-ending life. Trust in your soul, only your spirit can lead you into your heart, turn out the lights of your thoughts, explore understanding through all options. When you look with open eyes you see only appurtenance but when you close your eyes and listen with open ears you understand what you’re looking at. Changing ourselves will be a constant lie to our appearance because what we see is never what we appear. Our struggles are based on our lifestyle; we have things of necessity but we attract things of want. People look at us no matter our position and expect our situations to be in the way of their own composition. I have issues because you have issues, we have issues because of the next person’s issues but instead of offering a helping hand to the next person we offer negativity, to put them in an even greater debt. Which leads us into temptation of failure. There was an incident where I was moving into an apartment and in order to get everything into my apartment I had to carry things across the yard and up the stairs, two flights to be exact, all by my lonesome. So once I was, almost finished, because almost doesn’t count under any circumstances, but I was almost finished with my last two loads. I had two big bags, and to explain big bags, they were big enough to hold a body within them. So as I’m struggling to carry these bags up the two flights of stairs, a man asked me if I needed help, I stopped politely glanced at his expression and responded, no thank you. Now why did I respond with a polite no thank you, when I was struggling at that time, I thought that I was being exactly that polite. In my stubbornness, I looked at this man and thought that I didn’t want to cause him any discomfort, he looked as if he was just coming in from work and that he needed anything but to work anymore. When he responded with an ok and walked away my mind completely reversed upon my feelings and thoughts of this man that I know nothing about. Now I have a completely graphical experience of my imagination, to tell, but what really happened? I expressed this graphical experience to my sister, these are the words I gave her to picture my experience. I had to move everything by myself, up two flights of stairs and after I had moved everything but two bags a guy asked me if I needed help, I looked at him and said no thank you, and he said ok and walked away. My sister responded with D****, I said no if you see someone struggling you’re not supposed to ask them if they need help, you’re just supposed to help them, even if in the end, they respond with I was really ok. Then you’re to tell them that I wasn’t doing it for you I was doing it for me, I’ve struggled before and I’ve needed volunteered help before, that’s why I helped you, not because you needed help, but because I had thoughts of my accusations. Now please understand that both ways are completely understandable but the problem is thinking too much, sometimes things are to play out with no understanding. In that way understanding of what happened will clarify things in the end. We have no space within our minds to allow expressions, so we must act upon right now experience. In terms this is becoming confusing to anyone that denies our very existence, an open mind is untamed but a closed mind can’t reframe. I’m starting to compose evidence of relationships; incisions of cuts, and my wounds end up without bandage, without bandage but always bond to my personality. Cuts developed by myself and wounds unhealed because of no air. Dead Man walking, but seen as a zombie, one very particular item that is not covered when it comes to outer appearance is when the inside is developed fully, the outside appears to need work, so it is of reversal to non-existence when truth defines righteousness. Take for instance a woman whom is beautiful to the eye but has an attitude of a prune. Most males will be attracted to her appearance but not her mind. Attitude is important when it comes to defining a particular person. How does this person approach hardship? How does this person define hardship? Has this person ever notice hardship? Endurance is very commonly confused, as well as misused. How can we misunderstand a certain situation of position or situation period? We can misunderstand anything because we are mere humans but our misunderstanding comes from others in particular, we misunderstand things by the way we listen to others, watch others, be amongst others and proscribe to others. We associate ourselves to engage in the popularity, we all want to be seen, we are but mere children in a competition for observance. The message of each one is created different, has a meaning, we are to be whom we are born to be, we are not to be our peers. It’s so hard to move on our own minds, when everyone else is going after the minds of the dearly departed.