The Voice of the Lion

Now before I unveil to you some of the experiences I had on my journey through the worst of my painful and darkened days of ‘illness,’ I would like to tell you briefly the 4 MAJOR TOPICS that the voices dogged after me daily and roared after me nightly. In those horrific days the illnesses power weakened my mental fortitude by manipulation. That weakening came mostly by way of voices and visions. This would happen day or night and most usually when I tried to meditate, relax or pursue solitude in rest or prayer. Most commonly the Dark Lions favorite tactic was that of a voice and or a vision. My enemy’s top goal was to destroy, devour, and kill my life and Gods destiny He had for me. BUT Jesus delivered me!

I will now list for you here at the beginning of this book the 4 most common and major themes or topics that were presented to me over the span of roughly 7 years. I can liken the bombardment of these ‘voices’ like that of heat seeking missiles. Their powerful suggestions and their evil manipulations I will sum up for you as the following.

(1) When I “read between the lines of their “hidden messages” they were constantly saying, “whatever you WANT use witchcraft.” Although I only “literally” heard” those five powerful words only in the last few years of my darkest days and at the pinnacle of the illness’s strength, this ‘lust filled word’ helped sway me for a few short months into the deceptive world of the OCCULT and WITCHCRAFT.

(2) The voices continued in their persistence to tell me that I was the next Lucifer. Because Lucifer was at one time ‘perfect in all of his ways,’ this was always working on my PRIDE.

(3) The voices repeatedly told me that “Sex was God.” This worked daily at the personal weakness of my own carnal LUST and personal PLEASURE.

(4) The evil power of this illness would onslaught me continuously with the ‘thoughts,’ voices, and visions that God was an ALIEN from some distant world or planet from ‘outer-space.’ This was slowly and continually manipulating my heart and mind toward the ‘FEAR of the UNKNOWN.’

These are very radical statements, I know. But I was so much under the ‘voices’ influence and control that through their continual persistence and daily hounding for months and years, I actually ‘started’ to believe them.

Now this is very important and interesting to note, that as radical as those four major topics may have seemed to you, I am not alone. There are other people who have heard the same things. A few years ago, when I first started to write this book, I ran into a receptionist who used to work at a mental health clinic. She told me that those four trains of thought are common to a schizophrenic. For many years I had suffered much shame and guilt over those beliefs. Sadly I had believed and thought that I was the only one whose life had been touched in this way. Hopefully I can now help other people and their loved ones who have lived and are going through similar situations.