The Devil Wants Me Dead—But God!
Suicide? The Devil Is a Liar!
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I couldn't take the heartache anymore. I went home (this home) on my lunch. I had it all planned, I was done. I didn't want to feel the pain. I was going to (to Heaven)...I was going to get in the coat closet and make sure I had all my correct veins sliced. I actually calculated the time I would have bleed out to the time he would have arrived home and opened the closet. I wanted him to hurt as bad as I was and more. Once I was dead I knew I wouldn't hurt, he would hurt for a long time because he was still living. I worked in a meat department so I knew exactly what to cut.
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About the Book
Do you know anyone who has suffered previously or currently suffers with believing suicide is the answer that will end his or her pain?
Sometimes heartbreak and depression can lead a person to feel as though suicide is a solution, but that is a lie from the devil. The author has been through such horrific lies, but when she cried out to the Lord, He faithfully comforted her, bringing her His hope, His love, and His promises. She learned and understood that she is worthy of being loved and wanted.
He brought her new hope and reasons to live in His love, mercy, and grace.
About the Author
Bella Shacara has been blessed with God’s grace. She has been able to go through heartbreaking times and come out on top to live the life God intended her to have. One would never know the emotional heartbreaking trauma she suffered, as she now displays His poise and grace. She no longer settles for sorrow and depression. Instead, she chooses His love.