Prayers for Living

Miracles do Happen Now! Janet's Life Stories.
This is some events of my life as I can remember. I have certainly kept my angels of protection busy. Thank the Good Lord that he loves and cares for us so much.
I have been hearing a voice that speaks awful things, not of me, trying to break down my faith in Jesus, my Savior. It has been over a year ago when this started, Before my TIA (mini stroke), the voices, the reason for my TIA (mini stroke). People that go through this are not weak Christians, or any different than you. We all as human beings go through in our daily lives the full gambit of emotions and hard times occasionally, on the contrary, it is my faith in Jesus which got me through an impossible situation. I was hearing things and very depressed. That in itself is enough to make a person very uneasy. Sure I was being attacked by the enemy, I took 2 whole bottles of strong pain medicine with a full bottle of red wine and went to bed without my CPAP Machine. I did it because I felt I had no fight left and wanted to protect my family. You see, the evil voice said anyone told would die, an empty threat I Know, but in the middle of confusion I wasn't sure. I have a serious problem which causes me to stop breathing a enormous amount of times at night. I wanted to that beautiful light that I remember, That is God's presence. This light knows everything, good and bad about you, everything, and loves you anyways. Pure Love, Joy and Peace I never wanted to leave, but have more to do here on earth. I had no logical reason to expect anything but reaching that light. I was told I would not be able to reach the light by a kind, gentle but firm voice. I also heard a voice that was gentle, kind and loving, but sometimes stated things firmly. I should of listened, but I didn't. I know who loves me and would direct me the correct direction, God would. I believe in my worst times HE was there beside me, No, HE was carrying me! Going to sleep without that machine with that much in me I know that is a miracle from The LORD himself! The next thing I remember is responding to people by looking at them, not able to move my body. A couple of days have passed since that night I took the pills. Liver has a toxic amount in it. I had to fight to get back. I was given 2 new pills that would help in quieting things down. I know it is God who gave me this doctor to help me and God working in my life through the medicine helping me, God miraculously helping me even though I occasionally still have the adversary close by and aware of it. God who will never leave or forsake me. There is nothing in your life that will shock or surprise The Creator of all. There is nothing in your life terrible enough for Him to forsake you. You would have to reject Him for that to happen! When God says He will never leave you, He means It!

Abba
This is a fallen world and we are a fallen people but I also know I am a child of GOD, and I know that you have paid for all my sins of my whole life, I am redeemed. Protect me from the affects of the adversary I pray and give me your peace, strengthen me so I can face what is ahead for me. I so need your presence, Abba, let me feel you with me as I know you are.
In Yeshua's Name
Amen

Lord,
I will sing about loyalty and justice! To you, O Lord, I will sing praises! I will walk in the way of integrity. When will you come to me?
Praise the Lord, O my soul! O Lord my God, you are magnificent.
You are robed in splendour and majesty. I will sing to the Lord as long as I live; I will sing praise to my God as long as I exist! May my thoughts be pleasing to him! I will rejoice in the Lord. May sinners disappear from the earth, and the wicked vanish! Praise the Lord, O my soul! Praise the Lord! I pray in Yeshua's Name.
Amen