3 Swords

SCARS! Before the beginning of time... Before there... We know that divine setbacks from God are causes for divine setups now! Amen. Life is not a dream... It is more! It is real! It is God’s reality spoken into our now! It is God's manifested vision unfolded as a dream coming into fruition to manifest itself into our everyday lives. It is God in his infinite omnipotence, omniscience that shows himself. His eternal plan for predestinated destiny of his predestinated will through visions, dreams, of our future coming to pass! Thank you Lord for your divine will, that has manifested as living dreams, that shall give you all the glory and praise! Amen. July 28, 2010! Happy Birthday Japonica! About 4:30 AM this morning I could not breathe. I thought it was my asthma. So I asked my spouse to get my nebulizer. I remember taking my Advair as well as my singular medicine. I replied unto him, “I'm going to call the doctor.”The doctor told me to drive to the hospital. I drove my husband to work. Upon getting to the hospital, they asked me a question. The Dr. looked at the x-rays and he saw something. Proceeded to do the cat scan and a MRI and what he found was a large goiter mass sitting on my lungs, trachea, throat. It is what caused me to have breathing of 3% air versus 100% breathing capacity. I was admitted immediately into critical care. They called the specialist, I told that they did not know if I will survive. They did not know if they would have to give me medicine to shrink the large goiter mass. They did not know if they would have to cut my throat open, hoping that my throat would not collapse and suffocate me and kill me or rather cut my throat and my chest open, not knowing if I will survive or not. {If I did survive, there would be a long recovery as well as tremendous SCARS! I told the doctor: [“I DON’T CARE ABOUT THE SCARS! JUST SAVE MY LIFE!] I was told if I did not have the surgery, it was not known how much longer or rather how long before my trachea and larynx would collapse. Dr. Williams is a Throat specialized Doctor. He began to look for another specialize Thoracic Doctor surgeon to remove the mass which was on my throat, lungs, chest. On the screen of the MRI showed a very large mass which looked like a large butterfly from the top and interweaved into my trachea extended all the way down to top of my lungs. We know that a butterfly signifies NewBeginnings! However this was a faux butterfly! This faux butterfly was wrapped completely around all of my cords in my trachea, larynx, vocal cords, neck on down to my entire left and right side of my lungs! This faux butterfly had an assassination attempt on my life to kill, steal and destroy my life! Truly to take me out by suffocating and asphyxiation of my breath of life! I was so afraid while in the emergency room. They sent a clergyman to pray with me. I told him that I have faith in God! Therefore, I began ministering to him concerning his wife that has cancer. I remember when I walked into the emergency room with my Bible in my hand. Upon stepping over the threshold into the hospital, John 10: 10 entered into my spirit! Upon sitting down waiting to be called, I opened the Bible and John 10:10 Scripture was the first Scripture opened up for me to see! Now that's God’s divine word over my life! The song that was given to me in my spirit also was: Psalms 8vs 1 & vs 9 which says: Oh Lord our Lord, how excellent is thy name in all the Earth! According to John 10:10, which says: The devil comes to steal, kill and destroy, but I am come{Jesus} that you might have life and have life that more abundantly! That was my LIVING RHEMA WORD! That was my SWORD OF THE SPIRIT! This Earth has made all things that will continue to keep man well, if we allow the spirit of God to lead us in wisdom, knowledge, understanding. So that we can live in the fullness of God! Praise God for his total healing now! While there at Baptist Beaches, a miracle happened. Dr. Williams had to do a test within an expensive Rod into trachea and larynx to make sure my throat would not collapse and cause me to suffocate. When he inserted the Rod down my nasal cavity, the miracle was, that my cords within my throat moved! They did not collapse! They had me transferred to UF Shands Hospital. It rained tremendously hard as they transported me to the next hospital. Yet that was my sign that God has blessed by his spirit of his anointing in the form of rain, by giving me my answer to my prayers. For the word says that God would give me his latter rain blessings, because I am his daughter i.e. Abraham's seed... I am an heir of God and joint heirs with his son Christ Jesus! I believe his promises over my life, my family, my extended family, behold all of my future generations to come as well as all of the body of Christ in the Earth! For God has brought to Dr. Williams, the remembrance of the Dr. Goldman who also specializes in removing of large masses as well as extreme thoracic surgeries. Dr. Goldman and his awesome staff officiated over my surgery. I was admitted at UF Shands into critical care. While there, they sent me down to X-ray and MRI. However, the staff had never seen such a thing ever before. They compared it to the originals that were sent from via Baptist Beaches Hospital. They looked at the x-rays, then secretly did x-rays upon themselves to see if they had the same within their cavities. Only to discover it is only I that had as unusual Faux Butterfly mass from the top of my neck down to the center of my chest cavity on the left and right hand side. This mass actually looks like the spitting image of a giant butterfly sitting inside my body! But the devil is a liar! It was an attack from the pits of hell sent to kill me, posing as ASTHMA as well as a FAUX BUTTERFLY trying to take my breath away. Not so! BUT GOD! That experience allowed God to use this miracle and testimony to give him all the glory and all the praise of what he can do, when we as human don't know what to do! It is his glory that I give back to Jesus, through the pouring out of his word through songs of praise from my mouth as well as my heart! It is my Baracha Praise! I praise you Lord Jesus for going into my battle that gives way to TOTAL VICTORY! TOTAL RESTORATION NOW! AMEN! You have saved my life! Allowing me to worship you and you alone! Oh Lord how excellent… How excellent is thy name! In all the Earth, how excellent is thy name in all the Earth! You have done marvelous things! This battle is not mines... This battle is the Lord's! Stand ye still and see the salvation of the Lord! For His mercy endures forever!