Why Did She Have to Die?

While in heaven with my brain aneurysm in 1998, I visited my twins Malachi and Joshua who I lost in 1991. We had no idea why these two boys were taken from us, but they were. During my time in heaven while in a coma for three days due to my brain aneurysm, I had been swinging my twins I lost in 1991 in the most beautiful park, with the most amazing sunset I had ever witnessed. My twins seemed to be seven at the time. One of my boys looked back at me while on the swing and asked me if I would stay with him forever and swing him on this swing set. My other boy stood to the right of me and asked the same question. I looked around there in heaven and felt safety, peace, love and warmth. I felt no harm in swinging my boys in this park. On earth, I found it difficult to take my kids to the park. I would have to worry that someone would abduct them or attack me. Besides the worry of the park on earth, I had many chores to do and bills to pay. In heaven I had none of these concerns. In heaven I felt no sense of worry. I only felt love and warmth. Heaven is so comfortable and beautiful, but most of all heaven is safe. I felt love from every fiber of my being. Of course I would stay and swing my twin boys forever. What better thing did I have to do? I would love to swing my kids on earth forever, but there was just too much to worry about. Heaven provides only peace, warmth, beauty and love. I promised my twin boys that I would stay in heaven and swing them in that beautiful park forever. Both of my boys were pleased in hearing this. I was excited to be reunited with my twin boys. Losing my twins boys was one of the most difficult things my husband, Bill and I had to go through.
My plan was to stay with my twins and swing them in this incredible park filled with love and warmth. Yes, I would stay with my twins, Malachi and Joshua and swing them forever. I knew my husband Bill would take care of my children on earth and I had made a promise to my twins to stay in heaven. I intended to keep my promise. My brother Billy who was murdered in 1993, five years prior to my aneurysm had a different plan.
My brother, Billy who was now in heaven with me made me look at my husband sitting with his head down in a chair next to my hospital bed. I even saw myself in the hospital bed next to my husband. I loved my husband so much. I had a feeling I needed to return to earth to be with him. I could tell he needed me. I think he was crying, but I couldn’t be sure. I had an emotion rush through my soul to return to earth and be with my husband. My brother, Billy was right. My husband did need me. My husband looked distraught and I needed him to know I was fine. That feeling of needing to return to earth left suddenly. After all, I had promised my twin boys that I would stay with them in heaven forever. Heaven is the most wonderful place to be. I was loved, I was warm, I was with my brother, and I was with my twin boys, but most of all I was with God. I was wrapped in God’s arms. I never wanted to leave this peaceful place.