GodMart

God knows what He is doing no matter what we might think. I too have prayed for healing and believed God would heal me. I believed the biopsy would return negative. I quoted scriptures and prayed with all that I had. I believed God could speak a word and I would not have cancer. But the results were positive. Suddenly I was thrown into a tailspin. I said, Lord I don’t know what I believe? I just kept asking myself that over and over again, What do I believe about God? After a couple of days of anguishing over my beliefs I had to get down to basics. Four things I knew beyond a shadow of a doubt. God loves me. He will never leave me or forsake me. He is sovereign. He has a plan for me. I thought of these as pins of faith and I took each one and made a square in my spirit and mind. Then mentally I took a piece of sewing thread and wound it around all four pins making a box. These fragile walls of thread wrapped around the four truths I believed with all my heart became my home. I chose to live within this box of faith. This was one of the hardest times of my life as a Christian. For the first time in my life I had live what I had said I believed for many years.